Untitled Part II LOL :P

I was sittin alone and suddenly remembered sumthin, hmmm its bot 3weeks ago…well I went out w/ma sis at 10pm…and we got to d destination…ahaa! Martabak LOL :D yeah so yummy :9 and then ma sis said “hey luk at dat old lady”…I luked and huh its not old lady I gues..granny exactly -__-“ well dnt knw wats d different or is it same? Haha leave it :p so I saw her was sittin alone, and next to her is her bag..its big I guess…dnt knw where she is from or whre she wanted go…so pity and it touched ma heart..ouch L then me and ma sis kept lukin at her and ma sis said “oh shes so pity, and I even cant imagine if grandma was her”…I didn’t answer her..I was thinkin of ma grandma..yesyeah mum of ma dad…only her still alive..parents of ma mum already passed away..and dad of ma dad also…so only her I have still till now..well ma dad pure Java..and ma granny there at Java w/uncles and aunties…I dnt rememba when d last tym I met..I just rememba when she visited Makassar..I was sleepin w/her bout a month when she was here…just say dat am her rummate -__-“ she used to scold me if I woke up late *errr* granny’s nature..shes great in cookin well shes d champion lol :D missin her so much <3..OMG I forgot d main story lol soo whre was I? oh ya still bot “granny” well when ma sis said lyk dat..I was thinkin of ma grandma and just shit I got mad…Idk to whom I mad..I jst dnt get y dis granny here..y?! just temme y huh okay useless no answered *gaveup* and I calmed..till tadaaaaa! D hero came…a guy came..hmm I mean old man…yeah bot 40years old..so not grandpa ryt?! :p and dat man asked her and huhuhuhuh he used alien language -__-“ even tot I was born here, Makassar but Idk d pure lang of Makassar..its bugis makassar..but not all conversation in alien lang…well I got d point sooo she was waitin her nephew to pick her up…*sigh* atleast I knw d reason y a granny here..I knw shes not from Mars -__-“…and u knw wat dnt knw y just lyk I wanna hit and scold her nephew…stupid nephew..idiot…sucks…by seein dat granny I knew she has waited for long tym…ma sis said “astaghfirullah how cud her nephew do dat?! Does her nephew have heart?!” and I knew d weather was cold and she folded her arms across her chest…I cudnt help to c…feels lyk I wanna take her to ma home but okay its not a gud idea coz if her nephew cmes and luks for her…well it wud be dangerous so when I got wat we bought..we went home…and when arrived dnt knw y ma mind cant stop thinkin bot her *deepsigh* but I cant do anything,  I felt useless..sumtyms I hate maself when I cant help ppl who need helps :’( so I made maself busy, was watchin till tired and then slept coz I knw I wud be more felt bad If stuck on her….

And then d next day when I was at college…ma worms in tummy were dancing soo I knew wat they wanted…I chose meatballs :9…I enjoyed alone was eatin..ma bestfrnd was sick huhu :* while eatin…I saw a kid came and saw ppl eatin..oh I felt bad really..and Idk wat ppl were thinkin…did they feelin d same?! So I tried to gve him money..he acceptd..well I knw its not much I gave but atleast I gave it from ma bottom heart…w/all ma heart..and hope God will bless me and will replace ma money more than wat I gave him..its beta than give much money but w/half of our heart or just wanna take ppl’s attention..trust me u wont get blessin, u only will lose ur  money for nothin..useless.. weeeell, done w/meatballs, and he was still thre..I wonder wat he wantd..hmmm…so I bought meatballs for him..but he denied well it was hurtin me coz I failed mke him happy…and I asked d seller…”do u think wat he wants?” He said “he wanted more money”…ouch I dnt think so…well it was hot…hot weather so I tried to gve him water…and huh he denied again and I was so desperate, omg wat he wantd (dies), I already gave him money then he wanted more?! I asked d seller “how cud u so sure dat kid wanted more money?” Then he said “coz sumtyms I gve him money too and afta dat, he always goes and then he comes back w/his frnds and his frnds will ask money too”…and then I was speechless -___-“ I was thinkin dat I wont be here for long tym, so If I gv more money and then he goes and cmes bck w/his frnds then who will gve em?!...okay fixed, I didn’t gve more…If I gve then I wudnt be fair coz their frnds wudnt get when he got…coz I hve to go home and beta I make 1 person disappointed than make 2,3,4 persons disappointed..If ppl around were care w/dat kid…I wont worry coz If I gv more to d kid, and then his frnds cme, dat ppl will gve for his frnds when am gone but d fact against of it…ppl around seemed don’t care w/dat kid…most of em ma seniors kept eatin..talkin…whres their heart? Havent they? Even if they have mybe covered by their own businesses…hearts only for their lovers mybe or just keep lovin themselves..helloooo ure livin in d world NOT ALONE! Thre are sum ppl need care and love dat we have to share..just stop bein selfish!!! Its worthlESS  to keep selfishnESS..just mke u heartlESS and carelESS and ur lyf will become uselESS…seems lyk madnESS..okay stop ditaESS -__-“ Nobody’s perfect and mybe sum ppl happy w/dat way well just go ahead then but I cant guarantee dat happiness for long...trust me its “TEMPORARY” not “PERMANENT”…wat makes me happy is when I can share anythin and evrythin I had w/ppl who need..but w/one condition is I WUD NEVA EVA WANT TO SHARE MA BOYFIE, if ppl love me then they will respect me and ma relationship..but sum ppl seem hve no brain to think bot dat and neva put respect on dat aspect..so if u dnt hve it..just say “GUDBYE” to me and dnt eva waste ur tym for bein FAKE PPL who GUD IN FRONT OF ME BUT “BITCHES IN ACTION” BEHIND ME…just temme how much is ur price? Or just put d tag price on urself so ppl who want buy dat kinda stuff cud buy u easily…or mybe thres no price so happy ppl will get for “FREE” lmao, their place in trash and hell..dnt deserve in ma lyf which only available for ppl w/gud hearts. Well sorry it was jst lyk *commercialbreak* but dat commercial break is true..I’ve been in bitter-sweet relationship when many ppl came btwen me and him and pooorrrr guys..cant ignore dat kinda gals hmmm okay so just leave it -___-“ well when we share eachotha, d most important is our thogetaness..no mater sad or happy, laugh or cry, smile or tears...as long as we use dis formula “ME+YOU=US”Yit will makes us feel beta and lyf is beautiful when u can share ‘em… I used to share ma smile to ppl I knw when I meet..it makes me feel gud and happy but am not smiling to ppl dat I dnt knw coz probably they wud think am crazy :D and I wil gve one simple example bot “sharin” so…poor guy who has lovly family…alwys warm, carin and lovin eachotha…then rich guy who has broken family and careless…they are best frnds..then poor guy shares his family to rich guy so he wont feel lonely and he will feel wat poor guy feels, livin in great family and then rich guy helps his new family in financially…so they fill eachotha..thers no emptiness…no more…d different is not alwys bad..sumtyms it can make us unite..just imagine if in dis world we are all same…wat wud happen if all ppl are rich? Wat wud happen if all ppl are happy? Then ppl wud neva want to work coz they think am rich..and then if all of us are happy..dont feel SAD, HURT, PAIN etc…it jst makes us bcome selfish and don’t care eachotha coz they wud think dat am happy…it wud mke us forget God…sad exists bcoz God wants us to care eachotha..when ppl we love are sad..its our DUTY to put their smile back on their pretty face, listen their problems, give suggest if need, give motivation and support, gve shoulder to cry on, hug ‘em, stay beside ‘em, push ‘em back in their spirit and dnt eva make ‘em feel alone J  u will be d happiest person in dis world when they cme w/tears but bcoz of u, it ends w/smile…well cant imagine dat great feelin, trust me J

Ohh ya am still havin a story…so on Saturday nyt I was goin out w/mum, dad, bro and sis…and at traffic lyts thre are sum kids..sum of em sold newspapers and sum of em just sat..and ma dad said “luk at ‘em..they are still little, they dnt hve to work, so pity” ma dad is ryt…I agreed w/him…we were just silent but our eyes on their kids….I saw sum of em laughed and saw a kid bot 4years old..by his body, his skin gives a sign dat he neva got gud treat..he didn’t use slippers but still can laugh w/his frnds…omg so thankful to Allah SWT and so grateful for ma lyf..when I was little..I shudnt work..I hve ma parents who love me alwys and care to me…so please ppl dnt think dat u hve bad lyf..dnt think dat ur lyf is not worthy…wheneva u gve up of ur lyf..alwys luk at ppl who more unlucky than u…it will make u feel so grateful…wat a shame if u gve up..jst think bot those kids…they work hard and still can laugh…they think bot their foods..cud they eat today or not..think bot their place just to rest their bones afta fytin w/cruel world…whre shud they sleep tonyt? On d street? Old buildins? Under bridges?...seein d spirit of em..we must have dat spirit too...I wanna help em all but I cudnt do anything :( one thing is d only dat I can do is pray, pray, and pray...coz ma prayers alwys goes w/em…but I hve dreams…I wish I cud build a home for ‘em all :’)..a place for em to stay..to rest..to sleep..to play..to live and treat em gud jst lyk ma own kids..for reachin ma dreams its not easy..i hve to be successful lady…I wish I had husby who has dreams same lyk me…so togetha we wud build dat home J as a man, u shud smart, its bcoz of doesn’t matter how poor u are..but if u hve brilliant brain..ur brain will find d way to become successful man, othawise no matter how rich u are..if ure dumb…so smart ppl will beat u easily…if ur parents rich but ure dumb..how long are ur parents’ age? So when they die..can u survive? Just alwys c d secret of successful ppl….they have great ideas, discipline, honest and alwys spirit. Thres a famous businessman in Indonesia..his name is Bob Sadino, I adore him actually :”>  long tym ago he was just sellin eggs from door to door and coz of his honesty, spirit and discipline also alwys prayin…now hes bcome great entrepreneur..altot hes so rich but hes humble…hes only wearin a short sleeve shirt and shorts…even till now hes 79years old..awesum ryt lol ;) dnt eva say dat ure rich coz of urself..no matter how hard ure tryin…if God doesn’t let u to be rich..it wont be..God is so easy to let u up and down…when God gives a trust but u jst throw it away and cant keep it..dont worry, dat trust wont belong to ppl who cant keep it..othawise beta God gives to otha ppl who more deserve…who can keep it….just luk at d corruptors *sigh* well I hate em all ewwwhhhh they misuse their power..SMART PEOPLE W/POOR HEART!!! they are highly educated but their moral zero -__-“ seems hve no heart….wheneva they chase money..they will do anythin, no matter gud or bad..when they got wat they want…they wud neva satisfy coz yesyeah its human’s nature…but they shudnt take ryts of otha..they are greedy and selfish…their brains just to figure out how to get more money w/o thinkin of their obligation to d ppl and nation…sum of em have forgotten their main duty as a representative of d ppl…but their pleasure is only temporary, bcoz sum of em ended up in jail, be punished for wat they have done, but unfortunately nowadays d prosecutors and judges can be bribed….ahhhh and IT SUCKSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! POLITIC SUCKS!! Buts its d fact huh and its lyf whre alwys has gud and bad things -__-“ I think dats all wat I can write…hope ppl who read dis can get any inspiration lol and sum ppl can realize dat lyf is short and worthy…be gud to ppl and be useful for otha..am not a smart gal…actually am stupid but I hve to express ma opinions & feelins becoz dis is a democracy whre we’re free to voice our opinion as a citizen..and just imagine if ppl were not selfish & otha ppl can think bot d little ppl who live in deprivation and more in need…probably lyf is more beautiful :) I just wanna say dat don’t eva luk up but luk down & u will feel very grateful for d lyf God has given to us…alwys pray d best and ask God for good…coz God is not deaf & blind, all-seein, all-hearin, all-knowin, no one can escape from d sight of God…just wait ur tym and be patient..have faith and by God willin, nothin’s impossible in dis lyf JA