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LOST…..yesyeaahh am lost, bcoz of LOVE…love can make sick ppl become health..can make health ppl bcome sick…which one am I belong?! I even don’t know and don’t wanna  find it out. I wish I cud buy new heart…wash ma brain…I dnt wanna live in past..coz it was too hurts…I even dnt knw now have I passed it all?! Its present yeah but soul and heart are still in past…wat bot ma future? No one knows..only Allah knows…am so sad tonyt…really sad coz am an idiot who wanted hurt sumone but when I hve done it..ma heart more hurts..I just wanna make sumone to hate me…I knw it will hurt him but its d only way I guess to forget d past…any else?! I dnt think so…d more I try, more hard for me to forget..I knw it wont lyk as instant as make instant noodles..its all bot TYM….yaa tym…and we cant turn it back. We have tym now…tmorw..d day afta tmorow…we can learn by d past..only dat we can do coz we cant back…only movin forward..go ahead coz lyf must go on, no matter wat..am cryin and dnt knw wat to do…acted lyk don’t care but I swear it hurts…hurts when I knew he got hurts by ppl he trusts on....hurt, mad, and sad when he said stupid to himself…I wonder, whre were u?! seems lyk u played w/ma heart when I was w/u..u really neva used it and jst threw ma cares and love away then now?! even ppl who love me said "r u crazy?! just move on...forget all..u got hurt too much...u dserve get better". Its tragic…I was writin sum stupid things long tym w/smile on ma face full of love and happiness and then now again writin stupid thing w/wet & swollen eyes also heartbroken and yeah still all bot YOU!!! I just wanna say LOVE is UNPREDICTABLE, u can make a plan and still dnt knw wat wud happen later...sumtyms sumthin happens..sumthin dat we neva expect but it happens </3