Aquarius ♥

Now 2013 and we are on d first month which is January, there are 2 zodiacs which belong on January, they are Capricorn & Aquarius so well hello am an Aquarius :p in dis blog, I wil just bring bot Aquarius only ;)

So here we go

Actualy I’d lyk to read bot psychology, to know more d causes of ppl’s attitude, y they do dis etc coz I cudnt read ppl’s mind so just try to understand and know bot wat they feel, wat they want and wat d meanin of their actions, it includes bot ppl’s characteristics by their birthdays, in dis case, we all have our own zodiac

­Soo...

Just gonna tell ya a bit bot characteristic of Aquarius in general but women in particular

I found sum articles which attract ma attention...

well I just wana share here

1st one in general:

You were fortunate enough to be born under the humanitarian zodiac sign of Aquarius. You are therefore ruled by electric and progressive Uranus making you forward thinking and self-directed. You’re a born revolutionary so no one can tell you how to live your life. Your clear-cut approach makes       it perfectly clear just how differently you wish to experience life.

You just don’t want to be like others and take pride in the fact that you’re so unique. Even if you’re occasionally criticized for your cheeky attitude, you’d far prefer to be self-sufficient rather than being a sheep in society who follows everyone else’s lead.

You are a zesty individual, having tremendous amounts of energy. You are determined and forceful in how you deal with people. You want to express your ground-breaking spirit in everything you do but unfortunately you won’t always able to break free of the limits that are imposed upon you. Some Aquarians learn through their family life that before you can be the master of your own destiny, you have to serve. In some extreme cases Aquarians are controlled and dominated by others throughout the formative period of their lives which is why it’s so difficult for them to submit to others.

If you’re not able to live your life on your own terms, you’ll dream and aspire to a future time when you can fulfill your destiny to the fullest in exactly the way you want. You have very inspirational views of the world and even if your opinions are too different, you’ll always be respected for speaking your mind honestly.

You share your zodiac sign with many other grand personalities. Like them you are attracted to social issues. You like to be involved in groups and organizations that make a difference in society. Even in the smallest of ways, you will try to make some difference in this world. If you look at Aquarians like Oprah Winfrey, Boris Yeltsin and entertainers like Peter Gabriel and John Travolta, they are deeply interested in changing the awareness of people to make the world a better place.

Because you have great organizational and communication skills you work really well with others. You have your own ideas and solutions to problems. Others are surprised at your quirky approach and how you resolve these issues.

You’re investigative, curious and extremely active mentally. Your thinking mind rarely, if ever, stops. You need to learn when to shut down as your brain can become overactive, especially at night.

Communication is your specialty and you relate well to the world. You will continue to enlarge your active personality so don’t try to suppress your true character – just express it prudently. You’re vigorous in the way you present your ideas so there’s never a dull moment around you. There’s often someone who wants to challenge you, especially if they happen to have a much more conventional way of doing things. You’ll be more than happy to challenge that taking great pleasure in proving them wrong.

Uranus, your planetary ruler, is abrupt and breathtaking by nature and will fill your life with plenty of unanticipated surprises - good and not so good. You like it like this and the unexpected is something you thrive upon! Even if you have a stable home or work situation you like to shake things up from time to time to keep everyone on their toes. Still, you’re very loyal when it comes to your most personal relationships.

You like to create a comfortable environment in which to live. Venus influences your domestic sphere so you have a flair for design and color. Your surroundings mirror your unique character. Others are amazed at the way you decorate your home. There’ll be nothing ordinary about it, that’s for sure.

Your far-reaching attitudes overwhelm your friends sometimes and they sometimes refer to you as harmlessly “mad”. Salvador Dali the famous painter once remarked about himself - "The only difference between me and a madman is that I'm not mad!" Even if he wasn't an Aquarius - this sums you up perfectly.

You embrace anything technological as Aquarius governs modern appliances. You are inventive and research orientated and certainly aren't a technophobic. If you’re an Aquarian male, some may even call you the “gadget man”. You like to be up to date with the latest and greatest handheld devices, computers and other audio or visual entertainment equipment.

You find it difficult to uphold relationships with those who aren’t prepared to evolve in the same way as yourself. Due to this you’ll be continually re-inventing yourself, trying to stimulate your friends to be better. Your rigid opinions bring you into disagreement with others. One of the laws of power suggests that you must act like others, but don’t always openly air your thoughts. It’s a good idea for you to keep some of their sweeping ideals tucked away until you test the water first.

There’s a universal quality about you. Although you appear aloof and detached you're inwardly sensitive and caring. You prefer to associate with people who share the same diverse views on life. Your life will almost certainly never be drab. You are able to embrace anything new including music and fashion. This is why you’ll always be young at heart

THREE CLASSES OF AQUARIUS

January 21- 31

As an Aquarian born between the 21st and 31st January your attitude is very much inventive and research orientated.  You love to have the most up to date gadgetry in your hands and like nothing better than to have the latest release of a computer, mobile phone or anything else that has just come on the market.  Communication with the rest of the world and entertainment is what grabs your interest.

February 1 - 9

Being born between the 1st and 9th February may mean that your friends have a hard time keeping up with you as you evolve so rapidly that it makes their head spin.  Then there will be others who will try to hold you back from your headlong rush to conquer the world.  There's an old saying that you might want to keep in mind which says "think as you like, but act like others" and this may be necessary if your ways are just a little too hard for people to keep up with.

February 10 - 18

If you are born between the 10th and 18th February you may come across as being detached and even insensitive but you actually deeply care for your fellow man.  A very diverse group of friends and associates will be attracted to you and will live life with the view to exploring every aspect of relationships with the ultimate goal of a more enlightened view of the world and yourself.

Well if u guys have read d article, I just can say dat in dat general article, I found maself yeah, most of it truee & less wrong, but Idk bot anotha Aqurians, I just can say dat hmmm am includin in it....

And tym now in particular which is for women ONLY :D

2nd for Aquarius Women:

Inconsistency and confusion describe the characteristics profile of an Aquarius female. The same goes for her love life too. She is very loyal, but at the same time, she is also a little detached and not extremely emotional. She will be committed and remain faithful too, but do not try to bind her. Let her enjoy her freedom and in return, she will come back to you when she gets tired of her expeditions. Her dreams are very different from that of a normal female and she hums a different tune, which most of us have not even heard of.

An Aquarian female is like a butterfly, which sits on every flower, but belongs to none. She loves her freedom and if you can accept this, she will love you even more. Within her boundless limits, her love will also be limitless. Position and power matter to her more than money and bank balance. If you want her to fall in love with you, be true and honest, not only to others, but also to yourself. You don't need to follow her rules. You can form your own code of ethics, but be sure to live by them.

Passion is not one of the personality traits of Aquarian girl. Rather, her love will be subtle and unassuming. She is intense, but may prefer to be platonic most of the time. Hosting as well as attending parties comes naturally to her and she will always be a social delight. She will trust you completely and will not be unduly suspicious of your activities. You will also not be bothered by too much jealousy or possessiveness on her part. Her trust arises from the fact that before committing, she had dissected your behavior under a microscope.

Only after being convinced of your integrity did she take the next step. Still, if you become unfaithful to her, she will be extremely hurt and is likely to remember the wound for a long time. With an Aquarian female, out of sight means out of mind too. So, make sure to be around her always. She has a very strong will power. If she thinks the relationship is not working and has no chances of improving also, she will break it right away; though doing so may tear her heart into two pieces. Like every Aquarian, she will remember her first love throughout her life.

It's no use getting upset, better be the first love in her life. She will never ever be dishonest in a relationship and even if she indulges in an extra-marital affair, it will end before it even started. She will always try to know your deepest thoughts and secrets, but her own dreams will be beyond your reach. Conversing with an Aquarian female is usually a delight because of her charming manners. Her mind is quite unpredictable and you will find it hard keeping track. She will live in the present, then suddenly be wistful about yesterday and then, become enthusiastic about tomorrow.

She may talk about fairies one day and discard elves as humbug, the other. Never look down on her or she might never look upto you. She respects you and will expect the same in return. As mothers, Aquarian women tend to be very loving and caring. Though in the beginning, they may be a little nervous about the whole idea of motherhood. But once they become comfortable with it, it will come to them naturally. An Aquarius female may find it difficult to express her love in the form of hugs and kisses and you will have to teach her that. She will never overburden the kids with protection.

At the same time, she will always be a patient listener to their childhood and adolescent problems. Teaching them discipline will also be your responsibility. However, for all this to happen you will have to convince her to get married and this certainly isn't an easy job. You will also have to teach her romance, since expressing emotions does not come too easily to her. She will happily hold your hand and walk besides you, but don't expect her to gaze into your eyes for hours at a stretch.

Don't smother your Aquarian girl with too much closeness, she needs her space and will give you, yours too. Things like suspicion, possessiveness, chauvinism and criticism turn her off. Just be nice to her odd bunch of friends and she will warmly welcome yours into the house. Make use of her intuition and insight, it may help you in solving a problem or two. It may seem like wishful thinking now, but then, remember she looks in the future. Hold her hand and she will let you see the future too, where both of you are cozily living together!

3rd Aquarius Female Personality Traits:

An Aquarius woman can be best described as unconventional, unpredictable and inconsistent. She sees the world differently. She is beautiful, has captivating eyes and a unique type of hair texture. She, neither wears flashy clothes, nor is fashion conscious. On the contrary, she will be dressed in a highly unusual manner, combining both the old and latest fashion trends. Yet, it looks good on her! She is talkative, honest, likes adventures; but, is quite paradoxical.

Independence and freedom are the prized qualities of the Aquarius female. The normal society norms are not for her, and she never likes being directed. You will also notice that she will never follow the exact instructions given by anyone (including recipe books). She likes to experiment with anything and everything. She has myriad interests and needs freedom to pursue them. As she is intelligent and imaginative, she can find any subject under the sky interesting, and will not hesitate in pursuing her interests.

An Aquarius female is rightly known as everybody's friend. She gladly gives advice and opinion when it is asked for. She is a patient listener, and therefore, considered as a good friend by many. She can maintain an equal balance of talking as well as listening. As Aquarius individuals are compassionate, people find it easier to pour their hearts out to them. These women are extremely social. They have charming manners and also an ability to socialize with all kinds of people. They are extremely comfortable talking to people of different ages and class. They also find people interesting and enjoy dissecting the human psyche. They like to know the innermost thoughts and emotions of people. But, it is never the other way round. They never like people to know their innermost motives.

... as a Partner

You have to be mysterious to attract an Aquarius woman. Do not be a boastful show-off or she will be bored with you on the first date. She usually prefers intellectual men over affluent ones. She will definitely have solved the mystery of your nature, if she finds you interesting. Aquarius women never rush into marriage. You will have to convince her to get married; which she will do only if she is assured of freedom to pursue her interests. According to Aquarius compatibility, these females get along best with Gemini and Libra.

Once married, an Aquarius woman will be a caring and faithful wife. You must let her be independent, as she cannot live without her freedom. Let her pursue her interests, pursue a career of her choice, socialize with her friends. You must also be willing to accept and appreciate all her friends as they are equally important to her. This woman likes to be treated as an equal. Displaying emotions like jealousy, possessiveness, chauvinism will make her turn away from you. She does not prefer sentimental men. Be sympathetic to her or she will just retreat and remain completely aloof.

Talking about detachment, this is one trait often found in Aquarius women. Although she is pretty and talkative and intelligent, the aloofness and detachment makes living with her very difficult. Aquarius women are usually called butterflies because they are social, friendly; yet do not truly belong to anyone. However, do not ever doubt her love and loyalty, once she is committed to you.

Deep inside, Aquarian women are divinely romantic. You will be relieved to know that your Aquarius woman is not the jealous and possessive type. She will never keep a watch on you, and there is a complete lack of suspicion until in the extreme case. But, remember that honesty is a quality immensely appreciated by Aquarius females. She will never tolerate cheating. If you are found to be dishonest, she will be deeply wounded and will not forgive you. Once the relationship is over between you, it will never be reversed. Yet, she will not mind being friends with you, as an Aquarius is everybody's friend!

... as a Mother

Aquarius women make loving and devoted mothers. Though it is difficult for them to adjust to motherhood; they are devoted mothers, once they are comfortable. As being aloof is in their nature, an Aquarius female will face difficulty in expressing affection to her kids. But, she will make her kids feel special. She will teach virtues like truthfulness and humanity to her kids. She will never be an overly possessive mother, but a jolly one, more like a friend. You may even find her talking to her kids' friends like an equal.

Understanding Aquarius women completely is a bit difficult because of their volatility. But, you will never be bored with her as she is able to talk on any subject. She is basically caring and will always have time and patience for her near and dear ones. So, cherish her if you find her. Ciao!

4th:

It is very difficult to predict Aquarius women. They always want to look upon things the way they want it to be and try to work on it. They can never be influenced by others ideas. Though they do not agree with others they are refined enough to have an open mind to others views and ideas. They would want to lead the life they wanted to. They are vision and mission minded people and always want propagate it among others. When it comes to family they are very caring. They always want to be respected and so are they.

They never keep cribbing about things but instead try to take steps to overcome it. They are aggressively self-assured and strong by nature. Though it is very difficult for these women to get friendship but once formed it remains strong for ever. They respect friendship and are very loyal to them. Aquarius women are more into spiritualism and meditation. But they are not stable in groups for if they think that’s enough it is very easy for them to come out of it without any regrets. They are hardworking and move in a slower rate for they will want to do thorough study before and after getting into it.

I got d point dat those articles always mention bot loyalty and honesty dat Aquarian is a typical faithful person, dependable, but I think all depend on d individu, well for me, d articles not just d bullshit of ppl who write it, coz I just found mine, most of ‘em are truuee, I mean it but sum lyk against mine hmmm well u know its weird maybe to realize dat sumtyms u kinda lost in urself, sumtyms Idk wat to do, sumtyms Idk how to react in sum cases, how to handle things but then in d end always theres a way in everythin, if we gona talk bot d characteristics of ppl, it might be complicated one coz every human has d diffrences than otha by minds and hearts so its absolutely we hve to make it perfect in dis case nobody’s perfect yeah but we cud make it perfect to fill our love’s weakneses/lack, d ppl we realy love in our lyf, u c dat God is realy fair :) ;) so gudluck in findin ur love which TRUE!

Happy New Year 2013! ♥

Gbye 2012!

 Hello 2013...

Well, here we are ppl w/new year....new day....and ofcorz w/new hopes and dreams, start ur new day w/new spirit and gud wishes O:)

If we luk back, there are milion memories we had dat we cudnt even forget as long as we are stil alive, weell mine is I can say dat 2012 was d hardest year since I was born, coz I just got d heartache, and it was so bad, so hurtin me, just lyk a nytmare but am glad now just wakin up, where I c d ppl, realy c their true colours, when ppl I knew just hurted me, I wil neva want to hurt ‘em back, I know I always plant d patience, ppl say God loves patient ppl, God always w/those ppl...I was thinkin dat God neva loved me :’( coz when I got dat hurt lyk aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!! Y I have to get dis kind of pain??? shit y me???? Y?? Wats ma fault??? Am always gud w/ppl then y ppl bad to me??! I wondered wats wrong w/maself?! *noanswer*

Tillll.....

I c God loves me, ma friends love me, made me strong and think dat am stil alive and wat I just got even soo bad and hard but I just cudnt give up easily, coz I know problems wil always come around to ppl, no need to invite and even we have locked d door, d problems may enter thru d window, u c now dat d problems are unwanted things but its not a lyf w/o problems soo just hmmm face it...

w/endless suport and shoulder to cry on...I raised, am glad I can do it coz I think dat I was just sinkin in deep black holee, I thanked to all ma kind hearted friends who always there for me :) I got new friends but study was so sucks, I disapointed ma parents :’( am not proud of d result, it was so embarasin but experience is always d best lesson to learn & I think I learned already hmmm well hope so, just c d next result then afta final exam dat wil be held on Jan 3rd 2013, u know lyk its true dat if we are gud, we wil get gud place too, no mater wat wil hapen, no mater how hard it can be, in d end, u wil get all wat u have done, coz when d ppl hurt u but if ure w/big heart to acept d reality and just be patient, u know lyk a miracle wil ALWAYS come, and d ppl who hurted u, wil get d SAME HURT WAT THEY JUST DID TO U EVEN WORST!!! Soo no need to waste our precious tym for touchin d dust, coz even d wind cud take ‘em away, maybe am d type of person who gud to motivate ppl who realy down but am d one who doesnt know how to do it w/maself, am d one who always tells ppl to not thinkin much bot things bother their mind, but am d one who always think much, I always tell ppl to calm but cudnt even calm maself sumtyms -___-“ coz ITS HARD! Just lyk a barber who can cut ppl’s hair but he even cudnt do it to himself, dats wat I mean bot....

just lyk hmmm I was just talkin w/ma budy, she told me dat she confused bot her heart, she said dat “ma feelin is wrong coz I lyk ma bestfriend” i said “noo, dont eva u blame ur feelin coz love is neva wrong (sudenly just rememba d song w/d title is “love is neva wrong” :p) and love just comes w/o invitation even tot we’d neva tot bfore, if love already choosed, no one can escape” then again said “but Idk exactly do I love him or not coz hes ma bestfriend but y I always think of him these days” I said “its love and am sure it is coz y hes always on ur mind lyk d security of ur mind? -___-“ she said “ya and ma friends also told me dat he lyks me too, even they tot dat me and him are bf and gf, coz we luk lyk a couple not bestfriends” then I just told her “u c u love him and so does he even ppl told u so wat doubt bot? U know sumone told me dat if 2 ppl in love, it means dat love from God means God already approved their love” then she said “d thing is he neva come colege anymore coz he wanted move out, and actualy he was our junior in high schol” ....hmmm dat I realy think dat we wil neva know wat wil hapen, just lyk he was our junior in high school and I hve seen him too many tyms but neva tot dat ma budy wud fal in love in him but yeah it just hapened .... so I just told her “dont wory then, if u both meant to be, u both wud find d way back” she was hopelessly said “am not sure if he realy does love me coz he has a gf” I was “aaahhh wat d fuuuck just forget him! Coz I dont want he hurts u, he doesnt deserve u, ure too gud and so many boys outside, not only him, he just gives nothin, only fake hopes, if he realy loves u then he wil come and show u if not then just forget him, I know easy to say but I can say dat coz I hve been thru w/d same case, when I love a boy for years long tym, but he had a gf, I know I loved him and hurts to know but its pointless and useless coz hes already taken & I dont even want to disturb ppl’s hapines and u c now I can forget him, I dont love him anymore, by tym, yeah tym cud heal all kind of pains” ....as am w/sumone too now and he replaces anotha love dat was in ma heart, he owns all ma heart, no rum for anotha love....well ma budy was just “hmm ya I c coz ma friends also said dat he just gives u fake hopes, I got it”

soo...

I realy do hope dat she listens me and her friends, hope she wil try to get ova him, even I know its not easy for her, d thing is shes so easily to fall, I cant blame her coz shes a lovly gal who has soft and kind hearted, well two gals talked from heart to heart, well yeah dis new year me and her just alone *siiigh* she was in her home, and me yes was home too, kinda felt unwell, headache and was weird one, just huh cudnt join w/friends, I tot it wud be borin new year as just me and ma lil bro were at home, realy unexpected new year -__-“ d fireworks already showed off their lights in d sky even bfore new year -__-“ kinda unpatient they are :D they were BOOOOMM hitin ma ears :D but they lyk told dat “hey its beta u watch us then u cover ur ears w/d songs in ur playlist, we are realy kewl -_- dont miss it” soo when d tym was 00:00 I opened ma window and saw oh yess guys y’all are kewl -_- , I saw d dark sky became cheerful & colorful and saw d moon, it was lyk a lonely moon and it jst lyk talked to me, I was starin at d sky and d moon lyk attracted me, I didnt c any starts, only moon, fireworks & d dark sky....d moon lyk asked “hey u c d fireworks?” I answered in ma heart “I c d euforia of new year but fireworks are nothin, ure d brightest & d lightest one in d sky” I was thinkin dat how beautiful d world is, how powerful God is, we all have same sky, we all have same moon, we all can c d moon lyk d moon is so close but nooo, milion miles betwen d moon and us...and we just have DISTANCE, I bet sky is always hapy in new year coz its d tym when nyt luks so brighter and lighter than usualy, ppl in d world celebrate it and lyk just thankful for d sky, thankful for acompanyin ppl for ova a year, thankyou for d nyt, w/o nyt, firework is nothin, I can say dat everythin is useful in dis world, maybe sumtyms we only c d bad side but theres ALWAYS gud side....sudenly I rememba dat am not alone, theres ma bro was watchin tv in parents’ rum, so I came and saw him under blanket, huged pillow, I rememba he said “when new year comes, I wud go out and blow ma trumpet” I was laughin and said “yeah lyk a crazy person alone blow trumpet :D” and he was laughin too :D hes so proud told me dat he made his own trumpet, I know hes creative but d trumpet just too gud and I dnt belive he made it, I tot he bought it but nooo hes lyk “well ask mum then, I was decoratin ma trumpet so it luks gud lyk dis in early morning, wat do u think? Gud ryt? I can seelll trumpet next year :D “ ahhh he just made me laugh even tot Idk he lies or not, so then when I entered rum, I whispered him “hey its newyear, blow ur trumpet” I saw his sweet face, I touched his cheeks and kissed his forhead then he was movin his body and sinkin in dream and I guessed I disturb him soo I pinched his cheks, turned off d tv and left him sleep calm....its okay then u will meet d newyear soon when u wke up :) then I came back watch d fireworks and d lonely moon, I was feeelin so calm and relax, I enjoy d sounds of d fireworks as ma mind flashesback d memories in 2012 bot d pain and hurts, bot d lesson I learned, ma sins & mistakes :( actualy have a bit fear of 2013 which is comin, am afraid get d same hurt anymore, am afraid it so bad but I think forward dat I wil always be okay in d end :’) ma imagination bot wat wil I get in 2013 sudenly vanished by ma neighbour’s fireworks, and they were shoutin “auuw wou...wou...wou” I was lyk aahhhhhhhh >.< wat d heck those guys lyk tarzans -___-“ then I think dat woah I bet ppl who seelll fireworks, corn, fishes, meats & chickens hapy coz those stuuffs become so expensive than usual and ppl who wil celebrate it, willy-nilly have to buy...then I c dat God is soo kind and fair, ppl can earn money by sellin dat kind of stuuffs dat maybe ppl may tease ‘em and think low lyk ewwh ure just a seler bla bla bla but so wat?? As long as its not dirty job, wat for we are rich if we have job only as a murder maybe or coruptors, in d end just we wil lose our money for bribin d cops and judges...only suffer in d end, well its d way we all live, we cudnt live w/o money but money is not everythin in dis world but its hapiness and as we are all human, we are all same, dont eva underestimate ppl from their jobs, u wil neva enjoy d new year w/o fireworks, wat wud d earth say??? If new year w/o fireworks, its lyk eatin tasteless food :3 u shud be thankful othawise, u c dat eveyrthin is useful in dis world, dont eva underestimate things, coz u may need it later .. so HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 UNIVERSE! WISH WE ALL WIL BE BETA PERSONS, AAMIIN..YOLO!!!

Happy New Year 2013

Miss Ya Sis :'( ♥♥♥

I miss sumone so badly now......

Idk y sudenly remind of her  :(

Sista.....Idk hows ur condition now :( but I hope everythin’s  goin okay w/u there :(  its sad I cant even comunicate w/u or maybe u hate me coz I deleted u and chosen a guy ova u :(  I did not mean to hurt u, neva acros on ma mind, I rememba d tym when u were always here next to me, suported me and made me strong, missin u so badly :( and Idk wat to do, but I wil pray for u, wish d best and gud for u, ur lyf, ur fam. How r ya then? Ur mum? Ur sis? Bro? :( hope u and all are gud and fit....if we are meant to be maybe we cud meet one day, whereva ure I hope u always hapy and one day u realy wil find ur hapines and can heal ur heart which hurts, wish u can find ur prince charmin who realy loves and care for u, just forget d past, it was not worthy AT ALL...but u got d lesson so hope be careful more in takin step and also to let ppl come in in ur lyf, even tot we are so far and hve distance but ure always close to me coz ure in ma heart and a part of it as a person who exists in ma lyf yesterday now and tomorow :’)  actualy I dont hate u and no neva, I believe every person I met in ma lyf has a reason, I wonder wats d reason I met u?! Maybe its not d end yet so Idk yet d reason exactly :)

So am so sory if I eva hurted u sis :’( ♥♥♥

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Dear Diary....

Dear blog……..

I missed ma diary -__-“ dont get mad please peace A:”> Idk y suddenly just remind d moments when I was w/ma lovely diary hello kitty :p and dat diary was a gift for ma birthday from ma bestfriend when I was in junior high school grade VII, its multifunctional diary, I said it is bcoz in dat diary thre were so many biodata of ma friends, sum notes of ma friends, they wrote for wat they felt well I let em to write wateva they wanted J  and ofcorz ma notes for wat I felt everyday, I was writin every nyt, hmmm bot LOVE, FRIENDSHIP etc, when am happy or sad, share smile, laugh or tears…well idk y am so comfort to write it and just let ma hand moves in line by line w/wat I felt in ma heart..diary neva talked to me, cudnt….neva…even if it cud well it might gimme suggest when am in confusion, wud laugh and smile wheneva am happy and probably wud cry and sad when am sad L so just ma old diary fulls already and I have stopped writin, but guess wat?! not really stop, just “BREAK” lol sounds lyk relation :P :P :P  last tym when I was 15 years old, it was d last paper of ma diary and same tym passed ma junior high school and dat tym was d saddest story coz I wrote it for all ma dear classmates, how we passed it together, been thru  and will be in new page (high school) lol so I just was remindin 3years togetha w/em all, sad, happy, laugh lol even we have been chased by teacher coz of we didn’t enter for sport class coz we worked assignment for biology lol just lyk Tom & Jerry till ma teacher took all our bags and he wont give it except our parents lol soo dat tym ma buddy asked her driver lol and pretended to be her dad soo we all safe :D :p unforgettable moment, he chased us till canteen then we ran to class, he chased us back till class and we are so naughty just ran back to canteen LOL when I remind dat, it makes me LOL as always :D :D :D and I have friend hes fatty and he was tired and stop runnin then ma teacher caught him hahhaha and I think its same, we all did sport too by runaway from teacher :D omg missed dat so bad -__-“ ma diary tooooooooo -___-“ and I think I shud buy new one and start to write again coz blog is not makin me really satisfy, I cant write evry nyt on blog coz I hve privacy for secret stories dat not for public :”> and one day I will let d one I love d most to read all ma stories J

Random

May 26^th 2012 … so excited coz it was d day ma mum goes back home and thres a friendly match at Gelora Bung Karno, Jakarta…Indonesia VS FC Internazionale Milano (Inter Milan) sooo really waited em all…on Friday 25^th I was watchin Indonesian Idol 2012..and they are Top 6 and they are so great even am confused and dnt know who will be eliminated..but whoeva he/she is, he/she is already a winner bcoz it had entered d top 6 and for me its not easy..but I knew who is he/she…she is Rosa and soo bad coz I lyk her I mean shes great and she has great voice but its okay d rest are Top 5 and they are great too..I waited also d guests star..they are Javier Zanetti and friends lol from Inter..soo Javier Zanetti surprised!!!  he sang an Italian song lol it was funny and I gave him thumbs up for his self-confidence hahahahhaha he accepted d challenge from Daniel Mananta (d host of Indonesian Idol) 

enjoy :P

LOL hahahhaha it was sooo funny ryt and d next day, exactly Saturday I was watchin d friendly match and while watchin, ma dad prepared to pick ma mum up at d airport but I was not goin w/dad coz I was watchin lol and dnt wanna miss it so jst ma bro went w/dad and thx coz when d match ova ma mum hvent arrived yet so I took d ryt decision to not goin lol -___-“  If I was soo I wud miss it…and Indonesia VS FC Internazionale Milano (2-4) well I think its not bad..yeah we all know dat Europe is beta than Asia but ma country can make two goals lol and its not easy, u c Inter Milan is so great team..and actually am proud altot lost but jst proud atleast 2 is beta than 0 lol -___-“ well actually am glad to c ma mum back home but am sad too coz shes sick yaa fever plus headache and trust me it makes me suffer to c her lyk dat soo she jst arrived and layin on bed and so thx Allah…ma sis is studyin nurse soo she treated ma mum and afta she checked, ma mum got fever 39° Celcius and I cant help to c her lyk dat…I sat beside her and I was massagin her head and she was bit screamin coz its really hurts she felt and I massaged it tenderly and thx afta ma sis and me treated her..she said her head is bit beta than bfore and her fever bcame 38° Celcius well atleast beta than 39° and she saw me and ma sis bit were sleepy coz it was 3am and she said “mum okay now, go sleep” but I knw shes not…shes restlessness and mybe too tired..well ma sis said she has to check doctor and mybe today ya on Sunday she will go…I’d rather get sick than c ma mum sick…she deserves happy and healthy well yeah but I knw we are all jst human soo I cant do anything..and dats bad u knw feel bad L and hope she gets well soon…gws mum and be strong mwahhh lovee uuuu well dats all ma story today..graziee J

I miss ma wonder woman ♥♥♥ :)

Am stil awakenin at dis tym..but its nt d first tym…insom makes me lyk dis..am hearin now ma dad in d kitchen mybe he is makin coffee well ma mum went to Jakarta for reunion w/her high school’s friends for a week..she will go home on dis Saturday Insha Allah..as always ma parents talk eachotha in d kitchen..ma dad waits for d breakfast and ma mum as his great wify prepares d brkfast…I know ma dad misses ma mum so much…so do I :’( since ma mum went well ma dad alwys bg w/his mobile..am glad they are so romantic old couple…textin eachotha lyk teenagers…kollin “mam” and “pap” when textin awww so sweeett and am envy -___-“ even when ma dad at office hes kollin almost 7tyms a day jst to talk w/ma mum and sumtyms interviewed me…as alwys wheneva I pick up d phone…and when I hear ma dad’s voice..me: halo | dad: ya | me: wanna talk w/mum? (lol to d point) | dad: ya wat is she doin? | me: nothin, and then I scream “maaaaa, telephone” | mum: from? | me: dad | mum: okay wait …and when ma mum is doin sumthin or sleepin..ma dad alwys undrstnds and say “oh dnt kol her, dnt dstrb”…and wheneva I pick up d phone at noon, ma dad alwys asks “don’t u hve class today? Nt goin college?” then I said “I just arrived ” -__-“  /sigh and yesyeah jst touchdown home bcoz sumtyms d lecture doesn’t come so huh and was on Saturday I went to college at 10am and at 6pm ma dad kolled me well ma dad took ma mum’s job to control me, sis, and bro whneva we late go home durin ma mum went to Jakarta...d conversation was me: halo pa| dad: yaa..at dis tym u hvent gone home yet..where are u? | me: mall | dad: I think u went to college y at mall? | me: I mean ya I went to college and afta dat mall (omg dad) | dad: oh ya dnt forget to go home soon | me: okay pa -___-“ …dats all coz ma bad habit is neva inform to mum or dad where am lol they’d lyk to kol and text many tyms especially ma mum…she knows when class ova and when I have class so wheneva go home late…then shes in action to “bomb” ma phone woaaahh sounds scary LOL :D :D and ma otha bad habit is alwys setttin in silent profile so sumtyms didn’t notice when ppl kol and text...dats y ma parents scold me coz of dat and ma sis “joined” and took a chance to scold me too, she said “so when in urgent condition and sumone is dyin in hospital, when u read d text and go to hospital, u will arrive when dat sumone dead” and then I just huh so alay -__-“ .. Idk y I dnt lyk if ma phone rings especially when am at class huh it so disturbs and Idk y ma sis so loves to set profile w/max volume w/song she loves huh especially when it rings so long coz shes nt around when it rings…I just took her mobile to stop d ringin…but shes textin mania and am bored to hear d song..d same song lol sumtyms I ask her to chnge d song so bored coz she alwys asks songs to me and d songs I sent her are alwys she loves and made it as d ringin for her mobile and also I asked  to decrease d volume pleasseeee huh /sigh I miss ma mum so much..miss when she wakes me up and since ma mum went..ma sis took her job…if as usual I c ma mum then nowadays I c ma sis huh bad scenery in d mg…shes ma world..ma lyf..thres no ex mum, no ex dad, no ex sis, no ex bro well but thres an ex bf, an ex gf etc sooo yaahh I love em all I know probably am not a gud daughter for mum and dad but am alwys tryin to be wat u want..and I believe wat mum and dad want is d best for me…and am sorry if sumtyms made mum and dad disappointed at me..I try ma best as alwys J am proud of bein their daughter <3 <3 <3 ma mum is ma wonder woman and I love heerr soo soo soo soo soo much more than anyone in dis world :’)